第九十三章 ：就算无你，我也可以很坚强

“你怎么还是这么执拗？”蒋独木有些不悦。

“taxi！”叶成林没有再回答蒋独木的话，转身招了一辆出租车，扬长而去。

“第三次！在她有危险，且险些绝望的时候，蒋独木出现了，这是第三次了！他总是能及时感到！”叶成林在心里默默地回忆着。

车上，叶成林没有再哭了！当蒋独木说她永远长不大！不让人声音，这个鬼样子，执拗的时候，她就决定，以后再也不会为这些事情掉眼泪了。她决定自己要变坚强，练就一颗刚毅的内心。她也决定，要抛开一切的爱情，不再依靠谁……

回到家后，叶成林直接去洗了个澡，醒了个酒，什么都没想，直接躺在床上，开始发呆。

一想到蒋独木那些话，她就觉得他和莫尘都很厌恶她。

蒋独自回到家的蒋独木发现自己真的过分了。居然对叶成林说了那种话。虽然他爱她，但是有些时候，也很讨厌她！他讨厌她总是无法好好面对感情，他讨厌她总是选择逃避。他讨厌她总是因为感情的事情而哭。

叶成林拿出手机，开始听那首她无限循环的歌曲。

“Well you done done me and you bet I felt it

I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted

I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest

And nothing's gonna stop me but divine intervention

I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you will find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing

We're just one big family

And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm sure

There's no need to complicate, our time is short

This is our fate, I'm yours

d-d-d-d-do

but d-d-d-d-d do

but do you want to come on

Scooch on over closer dear

And i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror

And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer

But my breath fogged up the glass

And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason

To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons

It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more

It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me

Open up your plans and damn you're free

Look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

So please don't please don't please don't

There's no need to complicate

Cause our time is short

This was, this was, this is our fate, I'm yours……”

“I won't hesitate……”叶成林不禁念了出来。

“蒋独木！我们究竟是怎样的缘分……”叶成林不禁深吸一口气，在心里说道。

“林漾！明天一大早开帮我搬家！”叶成林咻的从床上坐起来给林漾打了个电话，没等林漾说话就给挂断了。

“蒋独木！我会将你好好搁置在我心里，愿我从此不再遇见你！”叶成林在心里默默许下一个愿后，沉沉睡去。

第二天一大早，阳光特别好！已经是秋冬季节的加拿大一点寒意都没有。叶成林穿了一件衬衣，外面套了一件外套，把一直以为披着的头发束了起来，打起了一万分的精神，开始搬家。

“哎哟！我的姑奶奶！昨晚没事吧？对不起啊！我不该去卫生间，还把你一个人丢在那的！对不起！我错了！再也不会有下次了！”林漾一见到叶成林，第一句话就是赶紧为她昨晚的行为道歉。

“没事！不怪你！都怪我自己喝太多了。”叶成林根本就没有责怪林漾。本来就是她的问题，不该喝那么多的酒。

“今天看起来很不一样啊！本来我还想安慰安慰你的呢……”林漾发现叶成林今天跟个没事人一样，觉得会不会是和蒋独木讲清楚，和好了。

“我也觉得自己今天很不一样！估计是因为我决定从今天开始做一个女强人，女汉子吧……”叶成林搬着箱子，微笑的说道。

“我去……你果然还是不正常！”林漾听到叶成林这么说，顿时觉得还是不太对劲。