第一百七十六章
“去医院看看吧！”蒋独木看着叶成林已经停止了抽泣，试探性的问着。
“我不想去……”叶成林很快就拒绝了，完全没有思考过。
“陪我去！好吗？”蒋独木用恳求的语气问道。
“我……”
“没关系的！”蒋独木不放弃。
“你去吧！”叶成林有些犹豫，但还是拒绝了。
“那好吧！我也不去了！”蒋独木最终还是放弃了。
“你还是去看看吧！不然，不太好！”叶成林其实还是有点良知的。
“我不可能丢下你！”蒋独木坚决的说道。
“我说真的，快去吧！我想在这待会，并且保证，我不会喝酒，更不会出事，好吗？”叶成林想了一会，说道。
“嗯！”蒋独木极其不情愿的应了一声。
其实蒋独木还是不太放心，有很多顾虑，但也只能硬着头皮走了。
“成林！”蒋独木刚走没几分钟。突然在叶成林身边响起了一个既陌生又熟悉的声音。
扭过头，叶成林表示自己十分震惊“陈……陈若？”
“很惊讶吗？好久不见了！”陈若勉为其难的挤出一个尴尬的笑容，实质上比哭还难看。
叶成林刚想开口，陈若继续说道。
“我知道你开口的第一句话一定是我真不是个人对不对？”陈若苦笑了一声。
“如果时隔不久，我会这么说，但是现在，抱歉，我不想说任何，更不想做任何评价。”叶成林冷冷的回道。
“我知道……我对不起林漾。可是，我知道没有办法控制我自己的心。因为除了你，我心里已经住不下任何人了。”陈若很走心的说了这么一番话，可是叶成林装作什么也没听到，径直走回舞台，抢过驻唱歌手的话筒。
“i can see the pain living in your eyes
and i know how hard you try
you deserve to have so much more
i can feel your heart and i sympathize
and i'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
i don't want to let you down
i don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
from where you might belong
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to say but good-bye
there's nothing left to try now it's gonna hurt us both
it's no other way than to say goodbye
you deserve the chance at the kind of love
i'm not sure i'm worthy of
losing you is painful to me
i can see the pain living in your eyes
and i know how hard you try
you deserve to have so much more
i can feel your heart and i sympathize
and i'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
i don't want to let you down
i don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
from where you might belong
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to say but good-bye
there's nothing left to try now it's gonna hurt us both
it's no other way than to say goodbye
you deserve the chance at the kind of love
i'm not sure i'm worthy of
losing you is painful to me
i can see the pain living in your eyes
and i know how hard you try
you deserve to have so much more
i can feel your heart and i sympathize
and i'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
i don't want to let you down
i don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
from where you might belong
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to say but good-bye
there's nothing left to try now it's gonna hurt us both
it's no other way than to say goodbye
you deserve the chance at the kind of love
i'm not sure i'm worthy of
losing you is painful to me
i can see the pain living in your eyes
and i know how hard you try
you deserve to have so much more
i can feel your heart and i sympathize
and i'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
i don't want to let you down
i don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
from where you might belong
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore
i would rather hurt myself
than to ever make you cry
there's nothing left to say but good-bye
there's nothing left to try now it's gonna hurt us both
it's no other way than to say goodbye
you deserve the chance at the kind of love
i'm not sure i'm worthy of ......”
"这首歌，送给陈若先生!"唱完以后，叶成林说了一句话。随后看向陈若。
陈若接收到叶成林的目光后，无奈的摇了摇头。
“成林！非要这样吗！”陈若在心里对自己说了这么一句。
“下面我们有请帅哥为我们唱一首好不好？”转过头，叶成林对台下的观众说道。
“好好好！”台下立刻很给面子的开始捧场欢呼。
