第一百九十四章
“莫尘！”林漾轻轻喊着沉默的莫尘。
“莫尘？”
“啊？”莫尘一惊。
“有心事！”林漾看出了莫尘的心思。
“把独木叫回来吧！”林漾叹了口气说道。
莫尘摇了摇头，继续陷入沉思。
林漾也摇了摇头，悄悄走出了房间。
“莫尘哥哥，莫尘哥哥，你不会抛弃我对不对？”
“莫尘哥哥，终于，我们又相见了。真好！你再也不会抛弃我了对不对？”
莫尘眼前浮现的全部都是叶成林的身影和话语。
“对！我不会抛弃你！”
莫尘恨自己，恨自己是如此的不负责任……
“死木头！明天我们去清吧！”叶成林一时半会忘记了在清吧的不愉快。
“你说什么？”
看到蒋独木的表情后，叶成林自觉地闭上了嘴。
叶成林没有想到，在后来写给蒋独木的信里，也提到了清吧和James。
“亲爱的独木，你知不知道，看见你吃醋的样子有多可爱，就像一个顽固不化的小孩子一样。我还得说一个秘密。那就是……我没感觉你有多喜欢我。感觉……你可能就只是新鲜感。但是我不是！我是真的喜欢！而且……就想跟你在一起一辈子的那种。可能是我自作多情了。但是我的确就是这么想的。我就是喜欢你！而且是……喜欢的要命的那种！因为，你给我的感觉，我觉得这辈子再也找不到了……你要是……要是嫌弃我，就早点告诉我。不然……你再后悔就来不及了！但是说句真心的，你对我的好，我都记着！记在心里。虽然我总是口是心非。不代表我心里不知道。你给我所有的感动，我都很清楚。因为一直以为都是我对别人好。第一次有人对我这么好，这么关心我。虽然有些不习惯，有些排斥。但是……我好像慢慢被感化了。虽然我更不想被感化……因为，我怕我会变得依赖你，离不开你。那我就真的完了……
我每天从早到晚都在想你，除了脑子忙着的时候，空下来的时候都在想你。梦里也是。我想你我想你我想你！我想见你！……”
甚至，叶成林总是唱着那首蒋独木唱给她大的歌。
“Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it'sour godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't please don't please don't
there's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This this this is our fate
I'm yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't please don't please don't
there's no need to complicate
Cause our time is short
This this this is our fate
I'm yours......."
